It's Not Me, It's You
It's not you, it's me
That's what you had me believe
My mind battled your poison constantly
Fighting the thoughts that you instilled in me
Carefully, calculated
Oh so craftily
But despite your hard work
I know better now
Because
It wasn't adderall
Or tobacco
It wasn't work
Or alcohol
It wasn't your love for me
Or fear of losing me
It wasn't passion
Or volatility
Or when you ran out of excuses
Grew tired of making amends
Your favorite target
I then became
But despite what you made me believe
That I made you do these things
I'm here to tell you that
I know for certain now
It wasn't them
It wasn't me
It's not me, it's you.