I still feel your body holding me down

I feel this heaviness of you constantly

It feels like you're still on top of me

Like you never got off of me

Everywhere I go and everything I do

It just feels like there's this heavy weight on my chest and my spirit feels dark and monochrome and just

Heavy.

Heavy.

Heavy.

I feel heavy in every way

My own body even feels heavy

Too heavy

Maybe if I make my body lighter

This heaviness too will lighten?